I miss you
Mar 3, 2016, ϟ

I miss you. I miss to see your laugh, your smile, your voice, your mad, everything about you. But Allah knows the best. I miss you Tok. No one could love me like you do. Even mom & dad.
When you gone, i became more aggressive,  sadness, loneliness, always want to get angry easily. I miss you. I cry every night. I blame myself when i didn't get to go home when i know you're gone.
You & tokwan always in my doa'. I miss you badly. I'm lonely here. I wish i get to see you in my dream but never even once.
I'm tired. I'm tired of my job. I'm tired of my study. I'm tired for being fall in love. I'm tired of everything. I just want you. I need you. I need your hug. I want to tell you everything that happen to me. But. You're not here. Not here anymore. Not in this fucking cruel world anymore.
I miss you Tok. I can't stop crying right now. I always wearing your shirt & kain batik.
Be nice there. Allah love you. Allah love tokwan too. I love you. Assalamualaikum.

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